29. Loyalty
June 24, 2026
Oksana loves to say that I wasn't faithful before we separated. But...what about HER faithfulness while we were together? Below is a text conversation between Oksana and me after I gave her permission to have sex with an employee at Fore Innovations. Some background: Her relationship with this guy (we'll call him "D") was completely obvious to everyone (including me) so I eventually confronted her. She simply explained that she was no longer attracted to me, but was uncontrollably attracted to "D".
I asked her to please pick someone outside of work, but it had to be him, so I gave her permission to have sex with him.
Oksana asked me to approach "D" and give him my blessing for him to have sex with her. So, I caught D after work and told him that Oksana and I had an open relationship and Oksana specifically wanted him...and that was perfectly fine with me.
He ended up rejecting her...lol. Enjoy this ridiculous conversation. It is long, but I urge you to read all the way through:
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:09 PM
babe... when you walk by, take a look at his desk...there is a sad dog on his wall... LOL i cracked up... unless it is coincidenc
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:11 PM
When was it put up?
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:11 PM
today after lunch I had to go back and look no eye contact sad dog... very suspicious... maybe i am just imagining
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:12 PM
It's a trap for you
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:12 PM
dammit he needs a girlfriend
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:12 PM
Immature
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:12 PM
or maybe he sees me as mommy
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:13 PM
You don't belong to him, he had no right
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:13 PM
it is ok, it will take time anyway
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:13 PM
... and I haven't given him permission yet
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:13 PM
bt he wants to play tag like kids lol
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:14 PM
No, absolutely none of this at work Absolutely zero
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:14 PM
just take a took when u walk by it is just funny
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:26 PM
not funny
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:31 PM
OK...let it cool off
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:32 PM
please shut down this little bs game.
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:32 PM
I did '
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:32 PM
well, I mean keep it shut down
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:32 PM
started today
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:32 PM
I think it has been going on
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:32 PM
matter of fact at work well, I did not think much of it, but everything i told you changes it.
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:35 PM
if he can't handle being iced for one day... he sure as hell can't handle more
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:36 PM
well, he might be just an attention whore. he is yappin with everyone but me i think he wants everyone engaged with a conversation with him
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:36 PM
no, it's a defense mechanism
Oksana Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:37 PM
maybe. I don't care. he has some growing up to do first
Justin Fore Mar 10, 2020, 2:38 PM
kids can't play adult games so, yes....you're right
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Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:23 PM
i think he was trying to tell me about the convo u had with him and he seems more relaxed he is talking directly without being " weird"
Justin Fore , Mar 13, 2020, 5:23 PM
Ok... give him a chance to tell you
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:24 PM
OK but everyone is in the room, so it was hard, but he was hinting I will stay put for now just keeping u posted
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:25 PM
Things will settle down after shipping
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:25 PM
ok
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:25 PM
Thank you for telling me. I already knew though
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:25 PM
we will have to discuss it all, 3 of us. rules etc
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:25 PM
yes
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:25 PM
knew? did he come to u ?
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:26 PM
no...I can just tell that he wanted to talk to you and you can't keep your eyes off him
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:26 PM
OK....i am more aware now super
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:26 PM
both of you are TOTALLY obvious
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:26 PM
shit
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:26 PM
lol
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:26 PM
maybe because he wanted to tell me sorry
it is just the steam that needs to be released
Justin Fore , Mar 13, 2020, 5:27 PM
maybe he wanted to change his mind
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:27 PM
steam on my end i am nervous af
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:28 PM
lol...just go with the flow
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:28 PM
shit...it is hard i am trying
Justin Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:28 PM
its just a dick lol
Oksana Fore Mar 13, 2020, 5:28 PM
he caughts me offguard i know a toy just another buzzy
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Oksana Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:08 PM
hey, Rachel is still one of the owners on llc
Justin Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:08 PM
ok
Oksana Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:09 PM
you told me your dad took her off
Justin Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:09 PM
he told me he was maybe it has to be done when they renew the LLC
Justin Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:13 PM
for instance, we just filed LLC. If we wanted to change anything on it, we have to wait a year.
Oksana Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:14 PM
whatever...it makes no difference.
Justin Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:15 PM
ok, seemed like it did to you
Oksana Fore Mar 17, 2020, 3:15 PM
he has no intentions giving it to you. So, prime your ass for some fucking. LOL
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Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:39 PM stop getting upset with me. i want to be able to share, not shut down.
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:40 PM
I didn't get upset ???
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:40 PM ok just making sure
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:41 PM
I just don't want you to be known as the office whore
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:42 PM
I can switch to ice bitch very quickly. They know it too. Nothing whory i gave away, I was just making a point
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:43 PM
just keep it business at work, and you'll be fine.
no loosy goosy, and then ice queen back and forth
stable....business
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:44 PM
i can still be in the good mood while getting shit done
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:44 PM
of course....good mood, business
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:45 PM
you touch my ass, so just shut your piehole
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:45 PM
I'm you husband
Oksana Fore , Mar 19, 2020, 2:45 PM
nobody is touching me
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:46 PM
you know exactly what I mean
its disrespectful to both of us and our marriage when you're flirting
so please, stop it
you can fuck outside of work, but at work, I want business
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:47 PM
do not be a hypocrite I know what u mean, and i am not flirting, I was making eye contact because i was speaking to him
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:47 PM
your body language is flirtatious
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:48 PM
that is how it moves
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:48 PM
with me, it should with other men, it shouldn't
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:48 PM
i have sex written all over my face even when i am not thinking it my body is a sex machine, een if i am not doing it
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:49 PM
not until he started working here
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:50 PM
i told u, I was depressed before, lifeless now i feel more alive and fun
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:50 PM
sorry that is how your life is with me
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:50 PM
no, since Alek
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:51 PM
no, since he started working here
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:51 PM
he was just a boost , that is all
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:51 PM
you and I were fine after Alek passed and before he started working here
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:51 PM
not fully but i tried
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:51 PM
so...just fuck him and get it out of your system
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:52 PM
he won't do it, he is just a hermit
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:52 PM
he should be able to afford a nice dinner for the two of you after the raises that I advocated for him while this was going on
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:52 PM
with no boundaries well, talk to him then
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:53 PM
I've made my proposal. Anything more is harassment. And besides, you were just regretting that I talked to him on Tuesday
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:54 PM
then do not
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:54 PM
you can ask him yourself if you want to push the issue don't be a pussy
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:54 PM
not really, because his being a friendly creep is enough and frankly, it is enough for me too none of us want to go all the way. because then it becomes harrasement.
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:56 PM
nevermind
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:57 PM
leave it alone and i will try to keep it light. There is nothing heavy at all. it is like little kids games. he is not adult enough to do anything leave it at that and do not stress it
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 2:59 PM
I'm not.
Just keep it under control and discrete please.
I don't want people to regard you as the office whore.
That has always been a criteria for me to agree to this....
and it still is
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:01 PM
everybody knows I am your whore a married whore.ok? There are not innocent themselves, so bs and nobody touches me
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:02 PM
You can be MY whore. Not the office whore. And I do not use the employees here as my standard.
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:03 PM
i am not so knock it the f off liking a person, does not make me a whore
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:04 PM
flirting with men other than your husband does
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:04 PM
there is nothing more than friendliness and light flirting.
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:04 PM
NO FLIRTING AT WORK...or I change my mind
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:04 PM
ok, but i can still interact
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:05 PM
interaction is totally fine
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:05 PM
because then it will be very weird
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:08 PM
...and none of this fucking roller coaster of emotions based on your interaction with him on a daily basis.
Your foundation should come from me...not him.
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:09 PM
I agree, so please be that foundation...not a dictator
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:09 PM
I have some dictatorship rights here absolutely any one of us has veto authority...remember?
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:10 PM
you are overthinking it
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:10 PM
...and I'll veto if you're flirting at work with him
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:10 PM
i am not not right now at least
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:10 PM
...and I'll veto if your emotional state is dependent on your interation with him
either one of those things mean you are not in control
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:11 PM
chill now
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:11 PM
you HAVE to maintain control
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:11 PM
i am trying to be cool now
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:11 PM
show me
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:11 PM
not afraid, because that is how i get emotional stop shaking my cool
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:12 PM
can't have you all pissy because of what you think he did over the weekend and then all happy the next day because things are flirty and fun
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:13 PM
you see my mood up and down , because you r grilling me
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:13 PM
oh no
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:13 PM
be steady and let me be open
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:13 PM
you're terribly mistaken
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:13 PM
ok, like yesterday at the gym, it was a good evening that is how i want to keep it here too
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:14 PM
You can't be totally open at work!!!
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:14 PM
let him creep-creep yo, but then i wave and walk away and i did not have to feel self conscious about how i moved
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:15 PM
then have your fun at the gym but not here
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:15 PM
i did not go out of my way
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:15 PM
you and him are both disrespecting me
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:15 PM
that is how i move
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:16 PM
just warning you...my patience will be limited....so work on it.
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:16 PM
OK you need to show me some examples
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:16 PM
I've been putting up with this for MONTHS
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:16 PM
from today of what u think i did wrong
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:16 PM
just think about the conversations you are having you don't need examples.
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:16 PM
regarding laser? exactly, nothing verbal all u see is body language
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:17 PM
yeah...why the fuck are you and him talking about where he works? Neither you NOR him decide that
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:18 PM
ok, i just suggested if help is needed there
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:19 PM
what...did he come to you and say he was bored or something? how does that conversation even start???
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:20 PM
he was yelling at brian for talkin all the orders, i walked by and said why don't u go to machine shop and run a laser
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:20 PM
wrong
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:20 PM
ok
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:20 PM
he needs to work that out with Brian ...and then my dad ...and then me
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:20 PM
ok, it was a trap then
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:20 PM
look... I'm irritated because:
on Monday you were upset because of what he did over the weekend
on Tuesday you were in a state of regret and embarassment
on Wednesday, you decided to move on without him
now today, you're ready to fuck him
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:22 PM
yes, exactly, get back to normal days and treat it as nothing '
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:22 PM
You CANNOT do this with ME
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:22 PM
that is why i now feel better no. I am telling u he won't go for it
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:23 PM
but you're ready to go to bed with him
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:23 PM
and just leave the guy alone now
i am not
no bed
no chair
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:23 PM
so....just fucking do it
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:23 PM
and no bathroom
no DJ booth in da VIP
it takes two and neither of us want to so chil
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:24 PM
I just want you to be happy, and he isn't doing that for you.
Half the week, you've been upset over him
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:24 PM
chill
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:24 PM
and that isn't making me happy
the entire point of this is your happiness...but instead it is causing you stress
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:24 PM
i was, because he is trash and he needs to stay there, I can't go low with him
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:24 PM
then treat him as such if that is how you truly think
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:25 PM
i do not put him on the pedestal do i? LOL
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:25 PM
oh, yes you certainly do
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:25 PM
that is all he can get from me imaginary pedestal
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:26 PM
all about his "look" how you got turned on when he lifts his shirt
confident that he will make you cum
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:26 PM
LOL
Justin Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:26 PM
you are totally infatuated
Oksana Fore Mar 19, 2020, 3:26 PM
he has done that in the past i am over that before u asked him he will never get me.
it might appear this way, but shit looks like chocolate from the distance as i said
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Oksana Fore Mar 30, 2020, 5:43 PM
I want this asshole and maya gone. we can do without them.
Justin Fore Mar 30, 2020, 5:45 PM
ok, tell me about it in a little bit. We're almost at 6pm for everyone to leave
Oksana Fore Mar 30, 2020, 5:45 PM
find a way to get rid of them just fucking sick of his games. He gets too fucking loud, maya is being a skank, this fuckery and fashion show is getting old i am tired of this, it is draining me we waste too much money on damages they cause psychological damages i want them gone, so i can focus of productivity... without being extra "careful" from being caught offgaurd by both of these fuckers both maya and and this fuck they caused way too much stress in my life and want them gone, away from me and mine i am serious i do my best to ignore, but it takes so much out of me. This is too much unnecessary stress
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Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 1:33 PM
maya is too close to Garcia i am going to call on her for violation
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 1:34 PM
NO!!! call WHO????
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 1:34 PM
Pinellas County board
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 2:41 PM
she is crying lol what a bummer, can't put her ass on anyone lol
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:13 PM
oh, i gotta tell u something
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:42 P
M why is your dad picking on me and still kissing maya's ass all you asked me to do is grt the times from the footage i wanted to vomit watching it .
That is not all my fault that everyone including rick is team maya
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:48 PM
nobody is kissing her ass. I chewed it and so did he. you just need to stay out of the fray
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:53 PM
but she complained to rick as I initiated that "chew up" he attacked me over this because he saw me taking the times down she told him It was my fault
( because i am so jealous of her) that she got yeleed at
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:54 PM
you didn't listen to what Rick was saying. He was fired up because you sound like you were accusing HIM
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:54 PM
and she went crying and texting everyone how awful i am
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:54 PM
this is soooo simple
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:54 PM
no, he switched quickly, because he fucked up
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:54 PM
either she follows the CDC guidelines, or she will be told to leave
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:54 PM
he changed the demeanor
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:55 PM
no need to make drama
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:55 PM
very quickly as soon as he saw u at te door the bitch wants to blame it on me. and she is trying to turn all all against me...
just like back in december and everyone is a moron and sucker for it
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:56 PM
you're over reacting
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 3:57 PM
i am not, i am ELATED that I got her i am the monstress again! hahahahaahaaha she again plays poor Maya and Oksana is a bitch. I like being a bitch!
Justin Fore Apr 1, 2020, 4:02 PM
this is not good you should not be fighting at this low level this is not your venue get out and stay above it
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 4:05 PM
i am not attacking her. This bitch is delusional she thinks she is innocent all i did is what u asked me
Oksana Fore Apr 1, 2020, 4:07 PM
but she goes and tells people she got in trouble because of me that is why rick attacked me because first person she complained to is rick
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Justin Fore Apr 17, 2020, 7:02 AM
what are you doing? what are you looking for in the machine shop? are you freaking out to see if Maya is here when he drives up?
Oksana Fore Apr 17, 2020, 11:55 AM
maya is trash and i want her out of here. "he" does not want her that way.